!Sunday, November 15, 2009
@ 11:08 PM
My world is closing in I'm so alone
The door is locked and nobody’s home
Desire is the key that I must own
Emotions got me losing control
I'm losing control
But I know
It's the way that I must live
Even though
It's so unclear, so unfair
God I know
There's a path for everyone
I must believe and keep holding on
Hold on tight, thirteen it is then.
I'll be there, I'm right here.
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@ 10:53 PM
Ibu got all jakun and insisted on taking a photo with the APEC sign above HAHA :D
I suddenly miss council dance D: And Im really thankful Sally completely understands what Im facing, but Im also sorry to have got you involved. Thanks bfgf, appreciate it loaaaaads!
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@ 2:25 PM
Its funny how diverse different brains work. I never knew these kinds of mindsets still exist. Its also funny how backward some people still are. They sometimes dont understand how others feel or they choose to be so self-centred that only their principles matter. They impose on other people and cause them to suffer because they dont really have any power against them. I guess there are many more different characters that Im going to meet in the future.
Yeah I've lived for just seventeen years but I've met a fair share I guess. This is probably the first time Im involved in something so real that has so much hanging on to it. You could say many things are superficial but what you're faced with at this moment is real enough to cause some things to break. Im praying so damn hard that you do not break and Im hoping so damn hard you're able to toughen it out one more time. I know Im in no position to say much since Im not in your place, I know your situation is nothing from what I imagine it to be, I'm just hoping you hold it out. As far as I know, this is probably the toughest one yet. I dont know how I can help but Im trying so damn hard to. All is never going to work if you have given up so yeah, please please please dont give up on yourself, Im desperate to help you get over this and get the old you back.
Be strong, we're all rooting for you. Please be strong. I'll be there.
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!Saturday, November 14, 2009
@ 10:19 PM
You have got to hold on. Please dont give up on yourself.
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@ 9:41 PM
I'm so sad I didnt get to go to the stadium to support the Lions. Ended up screaming around at home heh. Lions completely threw away their first half, which was quite sad to watch. But they were real good in the second half and its sad how the referee becomes blind to all things Lions and somehow or rather Lions were robbed of certain fouls/penalties. However, they were guilty of missing glaaaaaring chances too so in the end, salah siapa? Entah. I still love the Lions despite the scoreline :)
Made new passport in the morning with ibu kakak and hizkil, late breakfast-ed/lunched at KFC Bugis Junction, Nike Gelare Giordano at suntec, Giordano at Eastpoint today. Me is satisfied with today though I still am not a fan of shopping :)
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!Friday, November 13, 2009
@ 11:31 PM
I love my BFGF :)
Happy World Kindness Day!
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!Monday, November 09, 2009
@ 9:13 PM
I have a bruise on my right knee because there was one day, quite a few days ago, I had a clumsy day and amazingly knocked my knee on the same spot many times over on the same day, against chairs and tables. Doesnt help that furnitures in my house are mostly wood. I also have quite a deep yet quite tiny cut (which bleeds the moment soapwater comes into contact) on my left thumb because I carelessly cut myself when I ate crabs at mak ngah's on saturday. The plastered thumb has left me with a retarded finger and makes texting weird and funny. Interestingly, sofia has a near mirror image of the cut on her right thumb, due to the same clumsy cause.
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@ 9:00 PM
Need to perk myself up. Chalet tomorrow and wednesday Project YG on Friday! :D today was quite good, Love Happens was kind of boring, we were on the couple seat, I know you love me loads hehe finally got my hotcakes in the morning! AND PW SERIOUSLY DAH COMPLETELY OVER I AM SO HAPPY.
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@ 8:39 PM
Its kind of sad how you seem to really really really love doing this to me. If not for your malay O's tomorrow, I'd have brought this matter up. On that note, all the best for paper tomorrow, your melayu kan superb! Anyway, like I have never told you before, like as if you dont know me well enough yet, I swear for the thousandth time I hate playing the guessing game. I know you're having it tough but I need to be in the know at least by a little because obviously this is affecting me. I dont like where this is going, I dont sense that this is anything good, and again, for the thousandth time, this is not where I want to be, not how I want it to be and definitely not how I think things should be. I've tried my best, god knows what I had to face, what I have been facing.
Okay whatever I wont rant anymore. I shall just wait patiently like a good little girl for Friday to come and for Project YG to commence then I can rant all I want, complain all I want, talk all I want, and know that she wont judge, wont scold, and would completely understand.
& no, dont question me about this post, please.
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!Sunday, November 08, 2009
@ 11:25 PM
Ibu let me buy it so Im going to search for it everyday until I find a store which sells it apart from novena and bishan yaaaaaay Im so happy but Im going to burn 50bucks.
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@ 11:17 PM
I ... HAHAHHA :D
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!Saturday, November 07, 2009
@ 12:22 AM
I dont know why but it just seems so difficult for me to churn out my I&R sheesh. This is annoying me so much I need 30 more words omg. & the whole thing is a pile of crap. PW is seriously a pain zzt. Good luck to you souls who havent completed your OP!
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!Friday, November 06, 2009
@ 10:41 PM
I AM SO DAMN LAZY TO DO I&R HOWWWWWWW HELP ME DO PLEAAAAAAAAASE
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@ 4:36 PM
OP IS OVERRRRRR !! Im left to do with i&r tonight and then au revoir to pw forever and ever hehehe :D
I shall try to be less of a pain and more understanding okaaaaaay.
I need to meet sally and talk. After O's after O's.
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